Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Dear God, just Wow!
When I was little I had this puzzle that was one of those plastic ones that you slide the pieces around and make them fit into a picture, the ones that are harder than they look. Mine was of a little girl and there was text that said, "Dear God, just Wow!" That's how I felt today when I looked at the blog stats. 980 page views today. I know there are a lot of trigger happy page refreshers and it counts all of that but that means that at least 980 times today, and the days not over, someone was thinking of me, ME. Dear God just wow!
So my fellow followers, my friends, my family, the friends and family of friends and family, thank you. I have been flooded with emails, texts, and comments and feel so surrounded by love and that is what I need.
I don't know how to explain God's puzzle, this is harder than the little plasticy slider one for sure, but I feel as though if a miracle were to happen, he has everyone's attention. Whether it be the diet or prayer I am ready.
Dr said there's a 50% chance of the chemo working. I don't like those odds. I need to post at a later time some survivor stories of people shrinking tumors with diet, an if you have any please share.
Drained another 2 liters today, what a relief. The fluid slows my bowels and appetite and makes it hard to do much of anything.
So please know I'm a little more comfortable for the moment and that's all I can do is go moment to moment.
Thank you all again, you are all amazing!
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Leah, I bet that most people that read your blog and know you would say the same thing I'm about to say..... that I think of you probably 1000 times a day!! YES 1000...You are without a doubt surrounded by love!!! You have a devoted husband a loving mother, an awesome brother and the list of people and family in your corner go on and on and on.......and you make it easy!!
ReplyDeleteI'm looking forward to the survivor stories of people shrinking tumors with diet... especially yours!!
I'm glad your more comfortable at the moment and know that I will be sending my prayers again tonight and every night!
<3
Dawn
Agreed!!
DeleteSooooo happy to read the drainage did the trick again and you are feeling a little more comfortable. I agree with Dawn, for the record, I must think about you 1,000 times per day. I don't do anything in my day to day (especially running or anything related to caring for my kids, but even the everyday little simple pleasures like a hot shower - always, I am wishing you will get to enjoy the activity over and over again for years to come) without thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI remember so many times in my life when you have been there and made it happier or more special. You were one of the first people I told about Bradley being on his way, over for dinner shortly after Elleanah was born, and you and Bryan prayed for the baby to be healthy. You know me well enough to know I am not religious, but Leah, I return that prayer on behalf of you and Bryan and the kids each and every day.
Hugs and positivity to you, Leah. It's once again a longer road in front of you than any of us could ever have imagined when you first received this diagnosis... but you just keep putting one foot in front of the other. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
Love,
Cady
So good to hear that you are more comfortable today.
ReplyDeletemissy
You are always in my prayers and in my heart. You are such an amazing woman. All my love goes out to you and your wonderful family. You are such a beautiful woman. I will always be there for you.
ReplyDeleteIsa
Leah! You are on my mind constantly and in my prayers daily. You are an incredible woman. May God bless you throughout each day. Hugs and thoughts to you. xx. Mary.
ReplyDeleteNeat story. Praying for continued healing and relief from pain. You are in our thoughts and prayers each day, throughout the day. Luv u
ReplyDeleteLeah, I've been thinking of you everyday. Prayers have been going out to you and your family. If you need anything just call Brayden and I and we'll be there.
ReplyDeleteLove Linda
Leah,thinking positive thoughts for you! You are such an inspiration with your beautiful smile even when you don't feel your best. So glad you are our neighbor! Love to you all!
ReplyDeleteJudy, Drew, Hadley and Paige
I am with you.
ReplyDeleteDear Leah...YOU are amazing! Your attitude and thankfulness in the face of adversity is, well, amazing! You and your family are in our hearts and prayers. I know we can't always understand the 'whys' but I do know that God is in control. Don't ever lose sight of Him. Jan
ReplyDeleteLeah,
ReplyDeleteWe are praying so hard for you. Many of our friends and family are also doing the same. Always know that you are never alone. And as Judy told you, we are so glad that you are our neighbor and friend. Love & best wishes XO
Zoe, Rick & Alex
Leah and bloggers, Once again Portsmouth High School Cheer is fighting the fight to support the Healing CO OP in Leah's name. We are having a walk-a thon on Sunday 19th at Portsmouth High School Track from 1-4. There will be tee shirts sold and refreshments. All proceeds on refreshments and tee shirts will go to the CO OP in Leah's name. There will be a registration fee and registration form. Please join us to help in this fight. If you are interested please contact me at dvalente@seacorp.com and I can send you the flyer.
ReplyDeleteAs always Leah you are in my and my family prayers! If you need anything just text and we will be there.
Leah, if you are up to it that day or if you are not please send Brian and the kids so you can see all the love and support first hand in the fight against this desease.
Leah, you are such an inspiration and roll model for all. God is good ALL of the time. I will be praying for Gods healing, favor and grace for you. Remember, whenever 2 or more are gathered in his name there is LOVE. You Leah have done something that not very many people can do in their lifetime; bring people together from all over for a cause. Please keep the Faith and I my friend will keep praying. God bless you and your family.
ReplyDeleteLeah, I am inspired by you, your positivity and your faith in God. You are right that if ever there was a chance for a miracle, you’ve got a good shot at getting God’s attention turned your way. I am glad you are feeling the love and prayers of so many of your supporters because we are praying in earnest for your healing and comfort.
ReplyDeleteLeah,
ReplyDeleteYou are clearly leaning on God; you need to continue to do that. God hears you, see's you, and He cares for you. Put your crisis at the foot of our Saviors cross, and know that He will help you and your family. Know that many of us are praying for you.
May you always be alive in the Holy Spirit, and encouraged by His word. I pray so much for a full recovery for you, dear.
May our Lord bless you, and keep you. May you be strengthened, and blessed.
God bless you.
Leah,
ReplyDeleteI too think of you often (even though I do not blog). You are such an inspiration even in the most difficult of times. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers each day and throughout the day.
Lavenia
The Footprints Prayer
ReplyDeleteOne night I had a dream...
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord, and Across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; One belonged to me, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of my life flashed before us, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, There was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life This really bothered me, and I questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, You would walk with me all the way; But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, There is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why in times when I needed you the most, you should leave me.
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child. I love you, and I would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering. When you saw only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you.
I thought of all times this poem was fitting! You are always in my thoughts and prayers!
John